And God So Loved the World
I AM
the Other of you,
Your Father.
I made the first waking breath,
the infinite-finite moment,
the first pulse of love,
the flickering of desire;
Other than here and now,
Other than where and when,
the first breath, in the first waves
of growing light at dawn.
Other,
fission,
and the world was born:
waters and waves of light,
Other,
you, another,
others.
Loving eyes,
light, sound, colour, cries;
the infinite-finite moment.
Loving eyes, searching:
eyes lost in love.
Oh, how I loved you,
love you.
…
And God called the light day,
and the darkness he called night,
and the heavens and the earth
are darkness and light,
here and there,
day and night,
and it was good;
and God so loved the world.
For God so loved the world
that he gave,
he came,
he shared,
and died,
as his own son.
that whoever should believe in him,
who came, shared and died;
sent from whatever dimensions into these three,
into its tiny inner darkness,
no bigger than this universe,
this hazelnut universe,
this mere infinity of three dimensions,
than which there is so much more;
should have eternal life.
For the turning of the wheels of space and time
are no more than the smooth rolling shell of the hazel.
…
And can he love his lost ones,
lost within the hazel shell?
And if it roll so tinily in his hand,
did he yet enter it?
And are we held in time?
And was he here,
in the bright day
in the kernel’s heart?
‘Love those who hate, bless those who curse, do good to those who spite.’
We must love the lost
who cannot escape,
the captives in that outer darkness
no bigger than a hazel shell:
those who did not believe,
cannot believe,
will not believe
in Him.
May the Lord bless you and keep you,
fallen away in the darkness.
May the Lord make his face to shine upon you,
fallen away from the one true Person.
May the Lord lift up his countenance upon you,
you we brand as demons, lost and unloving,
and grant you his peace
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